I'm straddling the line between childhood and adulthood. This blog is about sex, love, and growing up but not really wanting to.
December 12, 2009
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unofficial.
i hope you are aware.
you’re her unofficial boyfriend. the guy she can bring to “family dinner” and have her parents comment on how great you are. the guy she can drive around and look at chirstmas lights with. the guy who doesn’t feel like getting drunk and wouldn’t mind staying in and watching a movie with her. you’re her back up. the guy that if she’s 40 and still single, she will marry.
so where does that leave me?
you’re my official boyfriend. the guy i bring to family dinner and i beam when my parents say how special you are, because i get to be with you. you drive me around to look at lights because they are beautiful and you say i am too. you don’t want to get drunk together because you say the time we spend is special and you would rather sit on the couch with me. you’re my one. the guy that i fully intend on marrying, with no back up plan.
i wonder, where the line of friendship should be drawn.
December 6, 2009
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i am terrible
i move out in two weeks.
and i have no idea how to tell you i’m not coming home.
i am a terrible friend and “sister”.
November 30, 2009
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fuuuuuck
all i wanted was you here for semi formal. but i can’t have that. and you owe me considering you promised me you would spend the night Saturday, you pinkie swore, and then you got too wasted to spend the night with me. but it was okay of course because “i’ll be there for semi formal in a week goose. i promise”.
fuck you.
November 18, 2009
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are you kidding?
are you really fucking kidding?
i took the time out of my day to write you ONE paper, which is what we agreed on. and then you tell me that I have to write you an outline also. I suck it up and write it.
and then you have the fucking audacitiy to tell me that I did it wrong. really. you can do the paper your fucking self.
November 17, 2009
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"‘Sometimes,’ said Pooh, ‘the smallest things take up the most room in your heart.’"
- A.A. Milne (via kari-shma) (via nodeofranvier)
November 16, 2009
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#551
Someone who will suck on helium and then say they love me.
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#552
Someone who will call me back even though I hang up on them.
November 3, 2009
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Submitted by Riz
Exactly. I hate it too
October 4, 2009
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the spill canvas - lullaby
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